My Justification

November 1, 2008

As broke as I am right now, I am thinking about my income and out-go. What I spend, versus what I make, but I feel like I’m at a bare minimum. So why do I have to justify the small extra expenses that I do have, like my gym or Netflix memberships. Hey, I go to the gym to stay and shape and be healthy, and my Netflix, well that’s fun. My extra expenses are only thirty bucks a month. Its not like I’m buying $4 lattes every morning. Than why do I feel like I have to justify anything, to myself or anyone else. Why do I have to justify my house? My cable, Internet, cell phone or anything I have ever purchased, including groceries. It’s not fair, its really not. I work really hard for my money and everything I have. I deserve to have a nice place to live and food in my belly as well as small essentials of today, like Internet and cable. I am living within my means, I’m just broke right now, no, not broke, financially slow. But it will pick up. I will get money, I will begin making more money. I will, I will, I will and with training within myself, I will no longer feel like I have to justify my spending to anyone, including myself. Because honestly, if I spend and live within my means, which I do, there is no reason to justify anything to anyone.