My New Endevor

One thing I can say about about growing older and growing up is you learn from your mistakes and experiences. Sometimes you learn to never do that again and sometimes you learn that maybe if you go about it differently you will finally achieve what you were looking for. I am currently going through such a place. Approaching my late twenties, I am currently going through just that. I have very reciently embarked on an endevor which in the past has not worked out for me the way I wanted it to. Now, after much thought and a little encouragement I have decided to embark on it again. This time hopefully with more thought, planning and maturity. I have no gradiouse plans or hopes for this endevor like I did in the past, yet unlike before, I have grown up and no longer accept a half-assed job. I will simply go for it, but do it 110%. The Lord only knows how this will turn out and I am seeing this as an act of divinity or destiny (depending on which one you believe in) on why I am doing this. Who knows, maybe He or the Universe still need to get a good laugh out of me, or feel that I haven't learned my lessons from the past. Or maybe, just maybe. This could be IT, this maybe the gateway to what I have been asking for and wanting for quite sometime. I guess you just have to stay tuned to see how it all works out.